you know something?
maybe i should just isolate myself.
at least i know im isolating myself,
not other people making me feel isolated.

sighz.
i think im getting more and more sensitive.
about this kinda things.

okay.
maybe it's simply being
OVERLY-sensitive.

or maybe they've been trying to be nice to tolerate me.
and now they realise that they can't take it anymore.
and their trying to get rid of me..
in a nice way.
maybe i should be grateful
at least they're not tellin' me to shoo off right in my face.
if they did,
i could simple just
die.

and so today..
during recess.
they went early rite?
saw them walking up.
shouted good luck.
they went on walking.
and so i got 'dao'ed.
or they didn't hear it.
or they PRETEND not to hear it.
i dunnoe what to think anymore.

i think i should really isolate myself.
at least i will stop making myself go crazy
i've never been bothered by these kinda things.
im i going thru puberty?

haha.
puberty.
is crankyness part of puberty?
im not only going crazy.
im getting cranky too.
im actually voluteering myself in tay pok's class.
im i sick?
do i have sars?
-.-
im getting crappy.
so puberty gets you
crazy
cranky
crappy.
notice that they're all 'C's
i really think there's something very wrong with me